Friday, March 26, 2010

Serbia!! (Lots of pictures)


Two weekends ago I visited the oldest Calvary Chapel in Eastern Europe – it’s about 20 years old, from right after the fall of the Iron Curtain. Tucked away on a little side street in a small city in Serbia, you might not see it if you weren’t looking for it. There is a small sign on the solid gate that is common in this part of the world and “ISUS” (Jesus in Serbian and other Slavic languages) is traced into the concrete walkway outside. Inside the gate the property is crumbling, but it’s clear that they try to keep it nice. The building itself is a couple hundred years old, so you can’t really blame it for a little bit of wear.  



I went with the early group on Friday. (From left that's Danny, Roz, Stephanie, Katie, and me. Lynn was driving.)

The five of us met up with the pastor, Kris, in Subotica (Soo-bow-teet-sa) and all drove another three hours to Belgrade for a Bible study. Pastor Kris does this every other week. We got to Belgrade early enough to take a walk around the historic part of the city, near a fortress that was constructed in the middle ages (I think) to keep the Turks out.



The daytime view is of the historical area. The night view is opposite, taken from the top of the fortress.

Walking through the city gave us some good fellowship time. The two Serbians in our group – Pastor Kris and Danny (from my school) – gave us some insight into the city and Serbia in general and what they’ve seen the Lord do there. Kris grew up in Subotica, but has had Belgrade on his heart for about five years. For four years now he’s been leading the Bible study, which is still very small. We weren’t really there for anything more than encouragement, but it was so encouraging to talk with believers there. Danny told us that Serbia is not a place where street evangelism is accepted culturally – the Serbs need to know that you’re a fairly normal person to even be interested in hearing what you have to say (which seems fairly reasonable to me, though we can see in the New Testament and in history that the word of God has power to change lives regardless) and most sharing of the gospel is in the context of real friendships, where Christ’s love is shown because it is true, not just to get someone to believe it.

Belgrade has a young, funky vibe to it – what struck me most is that there is graffiti everywhere, but it’s interesting graffiti. One several story building had a really basic but huge drawing of a guy eating a potato chip on the side of it. (I wanted to take a picture but we drove by it too fast.) I’m not sure whether that was vandalism or part of some kind of contest or maybe the owner thought it would be an interesting mural to add to their place of business, but it definitely stands out. Some more political graffiti I saw was “NO EU” along with “1389” – which was the year of the Battle of Kosovo which is very famous in Serbian history because someone killed the Turkish king and the Turkish army was really weakened… and no that’s not something I knew; I had to ask. It didn’t seem wise to dig a lot deeper than that at the time, but I looked it up later and found after this battle the Turkish army regrouped and Serbia became part of the Byzantine Empire. The history of this country is fascinating, just from the bits and pieces I picked up - it's old. Really old. Belgrade was a city (by a different name) during the Roman Empire and probably before. Danny told us a little about a revolt that happened during WWII when the leader of the country signed a pact with the Nazis - a small group of people said no way to that, the leader didn't live a whole lot longer, and the new leadership did not support Hitler. I tried to stay away from politics in the conversations I had while there, because if there is one thing I’ve picked up about European politics it’s that they are complicated, I don't understand them, and I’m better off not forming an opinion about them that is probably vastly inaccurate and might slip out at just the wrong moment. Kris and Danny cautioned us against being loud Americans while there, in Belgrade more than Subotica, because there is some anti-American feeling though they said it was in a small group of radicals not in the people as a whole. Again, I should probably not form an opinion, but I can’t help seeing why some people would think of America only in terms of having bombed their country and their city in the fairly recent past. It reminded me that although I was born an American, as a Christian, I am a Christian first and it is not the gospel of the United States that people need to hear; it is the gospel of the Kingdom of Heaven.

Anyway, the outreach! We joined the rest of the group in Subotica late Friday night and started early Saturday with some group devotions and then started in on cleaning the church. They have the coolest cleaning supply closet ever.



After cleaning, we enjoyed some hamburgers for lunch from a place that’s famous at the castle among those who have done previous outreaches. They were a little bit strange, but overall pretty good. I’ve recently been informed that the hamburgers were not in fact cow, but horse… so there’s another interesting experience to add to the “so glad I didn’t know that at the time” file.

After lunch we took a walk around the city square of Subotica.

A short walk from the center there is an old synagogue that is falling in ruins, although the city is raising funds to restore it. Subotica had a large Jewish population before WWII, but not anymore.

We sort of interrupted an interview about the synagogue, but tried to be quiet. The monument reads: “In memory of 4000 Jewish citizens with whom we lived and built Subotica. They perished in fascist death camps during WWII.  Citizens of Subotica, July 10, 1994.” 


The synagogue was a reminder of just how much conflict this part of the world has lived through, even in recent years. Although they keep a strong memory of events from the middle ages, like the Battle of Kosovo, the 20th century alone held two world wars, 40+ years of Communism, and the not completely peaceful break-up of Yugoslavia (Belgrade was the capital). That’s a lot for 100 years.

After that, we ladies got a bit of a surprise when we went upstairs to the church coffeeshop where we would be taking part in a women’s conference and found it all set up for a spa day. The ladies of the church were ministering their talents and gifts one to another – one lady was doing haircuts, another manicures, another facials, another massage – I think there were about 6 stations and they also wanted to bless us with that. 
  
Pam, the MTP (missions training program) leader/teacher/mom, led a Bible study around the middle of the “conference” which started at 4pm and kept on going until well after 10pm. My roommate Katie is a massage therapist and was really inspired by the ministry that the day was to the women of the church. She took over for the lady doing massage near the end and made sure that all of the ladies who were ministering to the others got a chance to get a massage too.
On Sunday we finished cleaning and then ate some burek (rhymes with “pure-eck”), which is Serbia’s national food: deep-fried layers of phylo with meat or cheese or fruit or even flavors like “lasagna” inside. It’s wonderful. We ate it outside to keep the greasy-goodness off out of the clean church.

(Pam talks with Katie in front, and Pastor Kris and a couple from the church, CCBCE alumni are at the top of the stairs.)

Sunday night some of us stayed for a church service. Several of us worked in the children’s ministry. We had a couple of crafts – one was t-shirts with “Isus je moj dobar pastir” (Jesus is my good shepherd) on them and Tibi dressed up as a shepherd with a candy-cane staff (the only one we could find) to give a storytime about the Good Shepherd in Hungarian. Subotica is very near the Hungarian border, so many of the kids speak Hungarian, but some speak Serbian and they wanted to just translate once. 


It turned out that there weren’t enough kids to split up into two groups so Jemma and Dani did their lesson and craft on sharing the gospel with all the kids and Tibi didn’t give his Good Shepherd story time. It was still pretty cool just to have someone dressed up as a shepherd and during the kids worship time they sang a song about a shepherd and they all followed Tibi around in a line.

Right after that we said goodbye to Pastor Kris and some of the people from the church that we had met there and packed it up to head back to Vajta. The return trip was also uneventful, and we all enjoyed some good conversation to help keep Lynn awake.

Thank you all for your prayers. The Lord provided well for us – including the “green card” insurance slip that we needed to actually cross the border arriving just a few hours before we were to leave! The border crossings were easy and with as many people as were on the team, including five kids ages eight months to 13, and with seven different nationalities going, that’s saying something.

I’m sorry this took so long to get written and uploaded, but I hope that it has blessed you now that it is finally here! 

And one last picture… as I mentioned at the top, Calvary Chapel Subotica is the oldest Calvary Chapel church in Eastern Europe… and I think in the past 20 years, it may have influenced the addition of a word into Serbian – check out the “kesadija” (kay-suh-dee-yuh) on the menu board from the church coffee shop!




(I can’t take credit for all of these pictures… some of them were taken by my roomie and fellow MTP’er, Jemma.)

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Speakers Week Mp3s

Well, the Serbia blog is still forthcoming, but I thought there might be some of you interested in listening to the Speakers Week sessions - or actually watching them. I think there are audio/video options. There were 14 sessions, each about an hour to an hour and a half long. They are all worth listening to - Ken Ortize's are also worth watching; he's very animated... I don't know if we laughed more or learned more during those sessions. =)

A link to the mp3s: 
http://web.ccbce.com/ext/media/speakers_week_spring_2010/

Well, I am off to do homework so that I can write a decent blog soon without feeling guilty for having not done my assignments yet.

Friday, March 19, 2010

Serbia post is coming soon!!

Hello - I just wanted to assure you that I am working on the Serbia post! I'm pulling together thoughts about the outreach and will be getting some pictures from friends who were also there so that you can see a bit of what we were able to see. Praise the Lord it went well and there were no delays at the border, although the Serbian guy who went in our car got a bit of teasing about why on earth he was traveling with three American girls and one British girl. 

Speakers Week at the school has been unexpectedly busy (which is why the post is late in coming), but so good. We've had three sessions a day of teaching and worship and there are alot of guests here as well. It has been such a blessing to meet people from other parts of Europe and hear from missionary pastors.The Lord truly is mighty to save, full of compassion, wisdom and lovingkindness. His mercy is new every morning.

I think I will also take a little walk this afternoon if I can. I may not be able to capture the birds singing, but springtime is in the air here and it is breathtakingly beautiful...

I will post soon... until then (and afterward), I pray that you will walk in His abounding grace.

~ Lidija (that's Lydia in Serbian)

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

The fear of the Lord is not passive

I was just going through some notes from the beginning of the semester and thought I would share something one of the pastors talked about the first week - that the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom (Proverbs 1:7), but the fear of the Lord is hardly a passive thing:

"My son if you receive my words, and treasure my commands within you, so that you incline your ear toward wisdom and apply your heart to understanding, yes if you cry out for discernment, and lift up your voice for understanding, if you seek her as silver, and search for her as for hidden treasures; THEN you will understand the fear of the Lord and find the knowledge of God. For the Lord gives wisdom; from His mouth come knowledge and understanding; He stores up sound wisdom for the upright; He is a shield to those who walk uprightly; He guards the paths of justice, and preserves the way of His saints. Then you will understand righteousness and justice, equity and every good path.""
Proverbs 2:1-9 (emphasis mine)

The Lord desires to give us wisdom, but He also desires that we seek it.

Please pray for me that I will desire to actively seek to fear the Lord and gain His wisdom -- I'm feeling a bit passive and stressed out at the same time. There is a big outreach this weekend and a big paper due Tuesday! 

~ Lydia

Monday, March 8, 2010

Two trips to Dunaujvaros

**Dunaujvaros is pronounced Doon-yah-ee-var-osh or something close to that

It feels a little strange to think of the Dunaujvaros trips I’ve taken as outreaches, though that is what we call them. Both were so encouraging to me that it seems more like a weekend trip than an “outreach.” The first time I went was at the end of the first week of classes. We took a prayer walk through the city – praying for the hearts of the people there, in a town still steeped in the atheism of a communist history. Dunaujvaros means “new city on the Danube” but it used to be known as “the city of Stalin.” Some signs of communism still stand around the city:


It could be a beautiful place and maybe in springtime it will be – there is a hill overlooking the river and the city is full of trees that will probably be blooming soon. It was freezing that first visit and the ground was covered in snow and ice. Even the Danube was mostly frozen over. How's this for a view of the Danube (at the bottom of the stairs)? When we walked along it for half a mile or so I watched the ice chunks and the birds that gathered on them for a free ride down the river, eating bits of this or that. Europe is not all glamour and Dunaujvaros is definitely not.



There is a young missionary couple there, leading a home fellowship of about ten Christians and reaching out to the city in the ways that they can. Four weeks ago we were joining them to pray for God to open the doors for starting an English Club on a college campus. The club itself is not a “ministry” in that it is an English conversation club and because the college does not allow religious groups it is not a place where they are free to share the gospel, but they have fellowship afterward at a little café where anyone is welcome to join them and where they are free to share the gospel.



The cafe was willing to let us come and and have a worship service while enjoying their amazing coffee and desserts.



Yum!!



At that time the English Club seemed like a hopeless cause, but somehow the doors opened and our second outreach (this last weekend) was to help out with the first meeting of their club. It was amazing to see God work and to be there both for the seemingly hopeless prayer and then for first time they held it. It was small and by small I mean that I didn’t meet anyone new there – there were just three people, all from their home fellowship, but we held it anyway. They had me lead the meeting (I was the only one who volunteered) and one of the missionaries translated the introduction and guided conversation instructions into Hungarian. It definitely could have gone better, but at the same time it really wasn’t so bad. One of the people who came has actually taught English in the schools and she helped me think through the (existing) plan for the evening and taught me some things about teaching English, how to make it more interesting and draw out ideas from the students. The online-ness of my online teaching English program (my language study for the missions training program) gets old fast. It was really good to be able to actually try out a little bit of what I have been learning in a group setting. As I shared in a previous blog I may be working with a teenager from the village and I have been working with a friend here who is at a higher level of English but has asked for some one-on-one tutoring, so I am able to put into practice the things that I’m learning online.


(I didn’t take any pictures of the English club.)

Afterward all of us (two guys and five girls from the school and the missionaries) had some pizza – I think it was from “Pizza Hamm,” which looked like a translation of Pizza Hut into Hungarian… wherever it came from it was yummy– my first pizza since being here. Though, as one of the guys pointed out, anything is wonderful when you’re really hungry and I did have the oddest desire to put some spicy ketchup on it (see my blog from being in Romania if that sounds absolutely bizarre to you).


After dinner we all went out to the same café for some fellowship.

 Roz came too


The next day we all worked on deep-cleaning the missionaries’ flat and we girls did some brainstorming for a womens’ Bible study craft while the guys did…um… something else. (I don’t actually have a clue what.)

It was a good look into what a missionary’s life often is – slow going. We walked everywhere (which seemed to take forever, but at least it was warmer this time - maybe about 35 degrees fahrenheit) and did very basic things – but those things were a blessing to someone. We worked on an English club that is off to a slow start, but by the grace of God it has started. And then we packed up and went back to the castle.



The city is not the most beautiful in Europe - for most of our walk to the train station we were passing old concrete communist apartment blocks, but that should be expected for a city that was once named after Stalin.

Me and Steffany, waiting in the train station...



Our return home to Vajta was on this train - literally one of the shortest trains I think I've ever been on.


It was really encouraging for me to spend some time getting to know the missionary couple and hearing about their life, especially the wife (who is American) and what the Lord taught her during Bible school. She and her husband (who is Hungarian) both went to the same school where I am now until about four months ago when they moved to Dunaujvaros for ministry. As I said at the beginning, it didn’t feel like a typical outreach... but it left me energized to learn more and dig deep and I think it also left me with a strange feeling of looking forward to (Lord willing) someday living out a missionary life myself in a little flat in an old communist apartment building somewhere. You never know what the Lord will do...

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

A tour of the castle, with a little help from Roz


The old doorknobs are shaped like daisies, 
the favorite flower of the lady of the Zichy family
 

The coffee shop (main hangout spot) and chapel are at the top of the main girls' stairwell, so I go up these stairs alot sometimes several times a day


and here is Roz hanging out in the historical library...
she wants to tell you that Greek word studies are a gateway to amazingness.
 

the sound in this room is amazing
might have something to do with the dome ceiling
 

Springtime in the dorms!
Our room smells like flowers now, instead of... who knows what

Roz and I both have a difficult time understanding Hungarian.
Thank heaven for translations!

If you send me mail, it will end up here
I get very excited when I see something here (Roz does too) but it usually isn't for me
(hint hint)

And now for a random picture of me and some of my friends
Living in the dorms is not at all bad =) We have fun. 

This weekend I'm planning to go on outreach to Dunaujvaros. Please pray that it will go well. I'll be practicing teaching English with the English club, we will do a prayer walk and have fellowship. It's my second time going, but the first time helping with the English club. 
Check back Sunday or Monday for a blog about it! =)

Run with endurance

"Holy Fire, burn away
my desire for anything
that is not of You
but is of me
I want more of You and less of me
empty me, empty me
and fill me, fill me with You"
-Jeremy Camp

I'll not presume to know what plan the Lord has for me, but this much I do know - where He's leading me is where I want to be. Please pray that I will be soft to His voice and His leading and that I will run with endurance and my eyes set on Jesus, as Hebrews 12:2 says, "Since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every burden and the sin which so easily ensnares us and run with endurance the race set before us, looking to Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God." His desire is for all of us to do just that and it is not a vain desire on His part - He made it possible by enduring the cross and rising again with power. His hands are reaching out to us with the healing touch that each of us needs to be made whole so that we can run and run with endurance.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Language Adventures

Hello to all!
I’ve had some comments recently that my blog has not been updated frequently enough and to that I say… yes, you’re probably right. I will try to update more often, even if it’s short. I feel like I am learning heaps and shovels of new things and being reminded often of old and it’s hard to decide what I understand well enough to write about or what is interesting enough. As I was warned at the beginning of the semester, I am taking what is probably too many credits, so there are days of near overload when it feels like I haven’t stopped moving for twelve hours straight. Regardless of that, I love it here. The teaching and fellowship are incredibly encouraging and the mix of cultures is such a blessing, although sometimes I can’t even place what language someone is speaking – granted though, I am thinking of one guy who frequently sits at the same table I do during meals and likes to switch from language to language just to be silly (English, Hungarian, and Spanish along with smatterings of French, German, and Romanian). Pablo, an older student from Cuba, also sits at that table and they talk a lot in Spanish… until Pablo says something strange and other guy just shakes his head and says “No hablo Pablo.”

Speaking of languages, although I have been really blessed to be getting about an hour a week of Romanian practice with one of the interns here who is Romanian (thank you, Lord!), my foreign language study for the missions training program is actually English – or rather it is teaching English, through an online program. I’ve been struggling with the program and how to really start with someone who has very little grasp of the language, and tonight I unexpectedly found myself with a real life beginning student of English when I stopped an unfamiliar young guy who was wandering through the castle and asked him if I could help him… it turned out he was from the village and what he needed help with was his English homework for his high school class. It was an interesting impromptu English lesson and I think I did more of his homework than I should have, but he is probably coming back for more help on easier things. I remember in Romania the kids had English books that were far too difficult for them and Jani’s (Yah-nee’s) book was no different. The questions he was supposed to answer from the reading were hard for me to answer – questions about tourism and sustainability and statistics, yikes! His spoken English was not too great and my Hungarian has not improved very much, but I found myself using a lot of it… or at least a lot of igen (yes), nem (no), jo (“yo” = good), and nem tudem (I don’t know)… I’ve also learned szija and szija asztok  (“see-ya” and “see-ya ahs-tok” = hi and hi everybody, also used for goodbye), kuszonem (“coo-son-em” thank you), nem szabat (“nem sa-bat” not allowed), jo napot ("yo-nah-pote" good day), and hogy vagy? (“HO-juh VAH-juh” how are you?) along with the few other less useful phrases I already knew like kave (coffee) and szeretlek (“sehr-et-lek" I love you). In case you are wondering, I still don’t know how to say “Where’s the bathroom?” or count to three. I told Jani to come back again and we will work on some basic English. I honestly had no intention of practicing Hungarian while I was here (it's not exactly what you'd call a simple language), but I have a feeling that I will be picking up a bit more of it!

(My Hungarian spellings are probably wrong, by the way! I just edited a few mistakes that I saw, but it's hard to get used to sz making an English "s" sound while just plain s makes a "sh" and there are so many other details like that...)